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Wednesday, June 25, 2008 - 8:49 PM
This is TRAGIC, i bet even i didnt want it to happen to the four of us.BUT MAYBE I DID...
I have to speak the truth... i'm missing them and i have no intentions of being jealous anymore. so long they are happy together, im happy for them,iguess.
To all FOUR of them reading here..
PuiLeng: Hello... thanks for being such a best friend, a good comforter when i was down or alone. For that wonderful EIGHT years i had, i love it alot... but i dont think so anymore..
you're my friend and that is true,but the gift was given from me to you.we went thru moments that were good and bad,even moments that were happy and sad.you suported me when i was in tears,we stuck together when we were in fear,its really sad that it had to be this way,but it has reached its very last day.Your friendship is the sky above my home,The crystal air I breathe, through which I see.I can't believe how much you mean to me.Without you with me, time would turn to stone.Love you girl.
Natalie: Hello.. thanks too :) you have been such a wonderful friends to be with... i still remember the times in secondary one!! :D loved playing basketball with you and go crazy after school...but,when I think of you.I think of all that we've been through.All the times we argue and fight,I know deep inside that it isn't right.I, then feel bad and alot of pain.It feels like I've fallen from the sky like the rain.I love you dear friend with all of my heart.But now that you're gone I've fallen apart.Love you anyways and anyhow
Elaine: I Hve to speak the truth now... you are a bloody fcuker... you stole my friends and didnt bother about my feelings and kept giving me that *too bad look... you think you are so good?! bet not! cos you will be in my positiion on day. FCUK YOU BITCH! you are the person i hated most long ago.. especially when you blamed me when you were the one who wanted to hide from natalie that time... betrayerrr!!
this is to PL and Natalie ...
I'm getting better as the days go by.
I wish sometimes this was all a big lie.
I pray to you every night.
It's like you're my fire, a burning light.
My dear friend, I miss you alot.
I still wonder why you were put in that spot.
I know you're in a place much better than here.
Watching and helping me with all of my fear.
Our friendship my dear friend,we will have to the end.
Friends til the end is what we will be.
Someday we'll be together,together you and me.
Its true im kinda lonely in school lately,
if its not with esther,
i'd proberbly be smiling to myself
not that im really happy but just to tell meself i cant be sad.
They are happy, and thats what i as a friend should do too.
I have lost people like YOU ALL that meant the world to me;
but all i have left with now is all those Precious memories which will never fade
A mighty dollar has its cost,
Now these TRUE FRIENDS, have i really lost?
**Wishing all 2 of you, best friends forever and do remember to look out for each other whereever possible. I dont wish to hear anyone HURT alright? If you all have anything to tell me, my heart will be wide open for all of you. STUDY HARD and make it into the JC too :D
forever love.
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