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Friday, July 10, 2009 - 11:42 PM
i've tried pretending to be who i'm not
and i've always failed.
maybe we are just not fated to be together or something.
what you said to me,
yes, it was hurting.
but what i said was true,
hope you find a better girlf.
you don't like who i am , neither do i.
th day we broke,
my mind was filled with tears & sorrows.
but i was thinking that ,
phew, we still love each other wholeheartedly.
but yesterdays sms,
i understand i've been tricked.
bad luck to me maybe.
thinking about you now just makes me want to cry.
it hurts having these kind of life.
i'm trying my best to forget you and lead a happy life.
as for you, i didn't really have a happy and enjoyable time with you.
neither did you.
well, i don't wish to be back with you.
i'll be single for now. ;x
the time is passing by,
Nothing in this world can be as nice as you and I,
And how could we break up like this?
And how could we be wrong?
When I close my eyes I think of you
Such a lonely girl
Such a lonely world
When I close my eyes I dream … Of you.
anyways, here is what happened today.
school hours were fucking boring like crap ;x
after school then shuang.
suppose to go watch movie with esther , jessica,rachel.h.... all these.
then in th end got some dai ji...
jessica and rachel.h bu shaung with each other.
then esther and jessica left us ;x
was so pissed of like fuck.
then waited for siyuan & henriata at foyer.
in the end never go watch movie.
went to eat rajah inn. ;x
then esther and jessica wanted to talk to pl and i
so we go talk to them lorx. D:
jessica went back .
esther came with us but couldn't face rachel.h
eat finish liaos, went out then suddenly saw jia hao.
he stalked rachel.h :D so sweet aye.
about 4.20+ liddat horx,
we left to go to school for the AYG thingy
AYG thingy was BORING okays.
seriously. the stephanie sun/moon thingy,
borinnnnnnng. --
she sang like 9 songs or something.
skip that, it was just boring like fuck aye.
ended around 9.40 liddats,
soooo went back school! ;x
took 65 to DBG to do some stuff lorx.
then now at pl house supposed to be bathing now ,
but post liaos then bathe :D
YAY! going out later. woohoo!
my first late night experience outside .
Jas , DUN BE SAD aye!! :D cheer up!!