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Flora
Elaine
Natalie
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AWESOME grades for 'N' levels
Pink lollipop phone
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`Charles
`Michelle.N
`Xiaoqiang
`Clara.C
`Marcus
`Qianning
`Eugene
`Wee Shen
`Birthday GANG
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Flora;BFF
Elaine;BFF
Natalie;BFF
Michelle.N;SWEETHEART(120310)
Charles;BAOBEI
DON'T BULLY ANYONE OF THEM,
OR YOU DIE
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??MY GAN FAMILY;
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Pui Leng?jie/bestie
Michelle.N?sweetheart
Jessica?Johnny bravo
Charles?Baobei
Elaine?bestie
Weeshen?stew-pig
Yunming?kor
Jolene?babytooty
Genevieve?senior bestiie
Jia Pau?kor
Jason?kor
Kenneth?kor
Qianning?mei
Eugene?steadstead
Adelene?happy pill
Charlene?salt
Joel?korr
MeiHua?old hag
Ryan?boyf
Lynn?jie
Jasmine?mummy
Matt?boyf
Tryson?darling
Ahboii?laogong
Samuel?laogong
Rachel.H?zilian partner
Mei Ying?bully
Angus?korr
Amanda.N?zilianzxz partner
Soon Kwang?korr
Jun jie?korr
Xiao Qiang?korr
Sherwin?korr
Nico?dear
Haomeng?korr
i love them,
bully them, you die.
darLINKS
Michelle.N
Sze Jun
Angeline
Isaac
Kichirou
Marcus
Tiffany
Damien
Amanda
Junyang
Jas
Eileen
Xinyi
Sarah
Niico
Xiaoqiang
Jiahao
Puileng?
Michelle.Y
Clara
Charlene
Cheryl
Freda
WeiQi
Valerie
Jessica
Geneveive
JiaMan
Meiying
Ovidia
Charlene
Yolanda
Ethel
Charlotte
Nanthania
Tiffany
Fatehah
Jasmine
Puishin
Rachel.H
Yvette
Friday, July 24, 2009 - 6:17 PM
Someone please tell me ,
what did i do to deserve all these.
Michelle , Natalie, Elaine, Esther, Samantha & J.
Why are you all treating me this way.
If my attitude really sucks, i'll change just for you guys.
Some people may say i'm crazy apologizing when it ain't my fault but i rather say sorry then loose almost ALL of my friends right?
So, yes. I'm now left with 1 CLOSE friend.
you all should know.
ONE by ONE you all left me.
and not even telling me why you left.
Is it because i'm too SELFISH
like what Natalie said?
well, i'm greatly SORRY and i do mean it.
I know all of you can't see my blog but ,
I AM SORRY.
This time round,
i've got to say.
I've let you all down and i hope i can be forgiven.
Lastly, to PL( th friend tht didn't give up hope on me): I REALLY WANT TO SAY I LOVE YOU . THANKS FOR CARING AND UNDERSTANDING. YOU WERE TH ONLY ONE I COULD TELL MY FEELINGS TOO. TH ONE THAT WAS ALWAYS BY MY SIDE. SARANG HAEYO BESTIIE. <3
to all other readers,
please, if i do anything wrong,
feel free to tell me and don't give up hope on me.
i wish to change for the better.
Special thanks to,
PL for being such a nice friend.
Junyang for pei-ing me talk on msn.
Rachel.H for making me laugh every single time i'm with you.
&& Genevieve.L for giving me morning calls and pei-ing me sms and understanding me.
I LOVE YOU 4 PEOPLE VERY VERY MUCH.
sometimes i wish to slit myself but thats just DUMB.
my heart is already hurt and by slitting,
i'm going to be hurt more..
So i'll just wait for time to pass SLOWLY.
& pray to god that natalie,elaine,michelle,samantha and J will become good friends with me again.
ONCE again, i'm sorry.
current mood: sad/lonely/hurt.